I feel life is getting tough
i think its more than enough
i feel like a loser
i never thought i'd lose her
but maybe i had my ego
that made me let her go
there's not a single day
that i dont pray
to bring you back
cause thats what i lack
in my life
give me a knife
let me cut my wrist and see how much it pain
because its better than living in just vain
people think im insane
i have nothing to gain
its like i live in the desert hoping for some rain
i close my eyes
and hope my reality is lies
i fell in love with the darkness
but people took advantage of the starkness
this loneliness was killing me inside
but all i can do is smile from outside
my mind just gets blank
i feel like a ship that just sank
i look around me for help
all i can see is myself
people used me to an extent
but maybe i never meant
important to them
all they cared about was themselves
it hurts when reality hits you hard
i feel people treat me like a retard
i feel like its time to quit
i think i should slit
my throat
and then i look at my life boat
which is about to sink
and then i think
is my life soo bad?
that i always get sad
then there is this flashback in my mind
of the people who are kind
they give me this hope
so that i can cope
with this lonliness
i realize not to expect anything back
when you give respect to someone who lack
all they do is show their back
and walk away
all you can do is just stare at the mirror
and look at your self clearer
maybe the path ahead is blur
but you find yourself stronger than you were
try to forget the past
because that's not where your last
now just move on from the night
and just work for some light
just dont wait for the sunrise
but work hard and shine like fireflies
